Mr.Sheehan
when we spoke about my memoir way back when, you told me of a book or article or some sort of work that had to do with humor? Any chance you remember what it is? I think I know what I want now. I think I don't want to write any rigid essay or what not anymore. I want my writing to be funny and I want to be good at it. If you remember that piece, or any other to help me do this, I'd love to know, I don't think we will be learning anything of the sort this year.
Humor Me This
Saturday, January 11, 2014
Thursday, December 12, 2013
Hope is a horrible thing
Hope is a horrible thing.
I didn't know that until now. People always see it as a good thing, they say "things will get better" or "there is still a chance" and so we believe in that sliver of hope and it brings nothing but suffering. It aches. It sinks into your skin and engulfs your thoughts because you tricked yourself into believing in miracles when that miracle is a figment of your imagination. When I walk in the door each day I walk in with my shattered passion for English and immediate despair, because I thought maybe today was the day. Maybe there'd be a poem on the board, or a song playing. Maybe our desks would be fixed. Maybe he'd be sitting at his desk, eating his greek yogurt and drinking that water bottle with the green lid and paper towel around it. But he's not. He's not going to be again. I know this yet that hope of his return still clings to me, and it follows me around and constantly twists my mind into hurt I have never experienced before.
I wonder why I'm writing this. I wonder why I feel this way. I wonder if you feel this way, if you can embrace my thoughts with good and understanding hands. I hope you can. But hope is a horrible thing, because that means understanding hands must have felt what I feel now, this aching sorrow, and I don't wish it on anyone, but yet I hope that is so.
I didn't know that until now. People always see it as a good thing, they say "things will get better" or "there is still a chance" and so we believe in that sliver of hope and it brings nothing but suffering. It aches. It sinks into your skin and engulfs your thoughts because you tricked yourself into believing in miracles when that miracle is a figment of your imagination. When I walk in the door each day I walk in with my shattered passion for English and immediate despair, because I thought maybe today was the day. Maybe there'd be a poem on the board, or a song playing. Maybe our desks would be fixed. Maybe he'd be sitting at his desk, eating his greek yogurt and drinking that water bottle with the green lid and paper towel around it. But he's not. He's not going to be again. I know this yet that hope of his return still clings to me, and it follows me around and constantly twists my mind into hurt I have never experienced before.
I wonder why I'm writing this. I wonder why I feel this way. I wonder if you feel this way, if you can embrace my thoughts with good and understanding hands. I hope you can. But hope is a horrible thing, because that means understanding hands must have felt what I feel now, this aching sorrow, and I don't wish it on anyone, but yet I hope that is so.
Thursday, November 14, 2013
More than your sterotypical Country music: Kacey Musgraves
Okay, so briefly today in class we spoke of country music. Though some country music is solely focused on alcohol, girls, trucks, girls in white tank tops, and sex/ partying, most songs are really so much more. They about the everyday American life that we experience and tell us stories unlike any other genre of music. They brings attention to current issues, yet will also compliment the good things that life has to offer. I'd like to a show you a counter example to your stereotypes, an artist that I really do enjoy and that I think will change your mind quite quickly. Below I have posted links to two of her songs, please listen and respond, I'd love to hear what you think. =D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZfj2Ir3GgQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjHt5BJWBhA
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
Forbidding the creation and use of Game Apps
Games and recreational activities have been around, well,
forever. But with modern technology these activities have been transformed
from socially engaging to impatient reflexes. Your classic iPhone apps like
Candy Crush, Temple Run, and Angry Birds aren't for amusement anymore. Society
uses them to avoid social confrontations at all cost, at dinner, on the train,
even waiting in line for coffee. According to Flurry Analytic, 49% of U.S.
mobile app consumption is in gaming. This consumption is taking the place of
our opportunities to engage with each other, make new friends, make some day a
little better. So instead of interacting with our neighbors, our noses are in
our phones, trying to knock down a tower of green pigs. Our social skills are
deteriorating, you rarely hear a "Hello" or a "Good
morning" as you walk by, and I believe this a largely because of
these apps that take over our lives and become our priorities. They should
therefore have no place in everyday life, so at least some of our day could be
shared with others.
Wednesday, November 6, 2013
Bubblegum and Flifferhuzzas
Wildace
Bearchase had explored every mountain
and every valley; every stream and every river; every sea and every ocean. He
had cataloged every specie known to man, and discovered many others known only
to its victims. The Flifferhuzza was one of those species. The head of a Hippo,
mane of a lion, flippers of a walrus and body of a bear. Why is this so? No one
knows. No one has escaped it and lived. 10 years ago during a hurricane on the
coast of Azzuh Reffilf , Wildace was pushing himself to the limit by swinging tree
to tree with 200 pounds of bubblegum on his back (to this day no one
knows why this was so)when he saw a bear. As a proud Bearchase
descendant, Wildace felt the need to abruptly stop what he was doing and chase
this bear, so he slid down from the vine tree tops to run after it. The second
his feet hit the ground, the bear stopped in its track; it had heard Wildace
and immediately turned with a roar and a snarling grin. When it turned, Wildace's
jaw dropped. This was no bear. This was the Flifferhuzza the old Indian chief
Mugelbbub told ancient stories of. It approached. The hurricane by
now had hit its climax, the rain pounded down as the wind screeched at Wildace’s
ears. In five steps the Flifferhuzza was touching noses with Wildace’s,
breathing calmly in comparison to Wildace’s short sporadic breaths. All of a
sudden, that fretful grin became a begging smirk as the Flifferhuzza sat back
on it hind legs, begging at Wildace. But for what? Wildace looked around, and
realized the bubblegum was it. That was his way to safety. He handed over 100
pound of his gum, but the Flifferhuzza made it gone in one gulp. Reluctantly,
Wildace handed over the last of it, which, again, was swallowed effortlessly.
After proving he had no more multiple time, the Flifferhuzza’s smirk once again
became that snarling grin, and Wildace was eaten whole. In one bite.
You might ask how I know this. Well, we Flifferhuzzas have opposable thumbs, did I forget to mention that? The end :)
You might ask how I know this. Well, we Flifferhuzzas have opposable thumbs, did I forget to mention that? The end :)
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Stupid complaints with a teenager
As a heads up, I do not, in fact have a teenage daughter named
Regina, nor ever plan on naming my future child Regina, but please do enjoy
:)
Regina is your stereotypical middle school drama queen. You'd
think as her Mother I wouldn't say this about her. Whoops. She's a brat, and
always has been actually. Again, whoops. She knew this Friday was her
grandfather's 60th birthday party, I told her two weeks ago, I remember quite clearly.
But according to her, I "Never" told her. Figures.
It started with her walking down the stairs, popping her gum and
texting who-knows what, "Hey mom," she opened with. I knew this
wasn't going to be good. "So I'm going to need a ride home from
Hannah's party Friday, 'cause Trish said her mom would be too wasted by two A.M
to pick us up ha-ha #DUCES "
Trish's mom works night shifts as a nurse. I bet she told Trish
she'd be "wasting" her time picking these two up, not what Regina had
told me.
"Regina, listen to me" How else am I supposed to start?
There is no other way to start of this conversation. "Friday we are going
to Grandpa's party"
She still hadn't looked at me.
"Which means that you can't go to Hannah's party"
Now her head popped up like her gum
"OMG MOM, I LIKE, CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE YOU! YOU NEVER LET ME GO
TO HANNAH'S PARTIES, AND LIKE, THAT'S NOT EVEN FAIR! NOW IM GOING TO MISS
ANOTHER ONE BECAUSE OF GRANDPA'S PARTY!"
"Regina, I let you
go to one of Hannah's parties last week —"
"BUT MOM, THAT WASN'T EVEN FUN. THIS PARTY IS GOING TO HAVE
BOYS! AND NOW YOU’RE MAKING ME MISS IT. I ALREADY TOLD HANNAH I WAS COMING, OMG
MOM! "
"You also told Grandpa two weeks ago you would be at his
party —"
"BUT THAT'S LIKE, TOTALLY DIFFERENT. I CAN'T BELEVE YOU! I
HATE YOU!"
She stormed upstairs before I could say anything else. Whoops.
Sunday, November 3, 2013
Maxinista
I feel the need to justify this. Many a person has laughed at this
tradition, and asked me over and over why I do this to myself, why I put so
much time into this, why I would throw my money away, all my hard work, just to
do it again next week.
Let's clear the air. TJ Maxx is not a
place for "throwing away money", if anything it’s the opposite. Do I
spend a lot of money there? Yes. Do I go there almost every week on four hour
trips? Yes. But if I spent my money on the same exact thing somewhere else,
you can bet that it would be way more expensive. Let me give you an example:
the other day I bought a pair of Levis jeans. Perfect fit, no damage to them, and
no high price either. If you bought these jeans from the store on the label, you would
pay upwards of $48 dollars. I paid $20 at TJ. So, if you want to spend more
than double of what I paid, be my guest. I'll be saving.
Okay, so I'm there a lot. You're probably
wondering what’s wrong with my life if I'm spending my entire Saturday
afternoon at the same store every week. The amazing thing is (for me, and the
company as well, I mean, that's how they sucked me in) there are 4 new
shipments of new clothing every week. As opposed to your ho-hum stereotypical
department store, who gets new merchandise each season, TJ Maxx gets new stuff
nonstop. Walk in, and the whole store has new wonders to purchase.
I guess you could call me a major fan of
TJ Maxx, or maybe an addict would be a better term. Personally, I take
pride in the Maxinista side of myself. If you need to see this for yourself,
I'd be happy to take you there, and afterwards laugh when you come out a
Maxinista too. :)
(The same jeans I bought, as priced on the Levi's website)
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)